well it's the post exam period! love this time cuz all the hw will stop coming in for awhile. too bad thats not happening in my life now T.T argh.
i don't like this. don't like seeing people sad. cheer up ok? it's not the end of the world. smile :)
Honestly, when i see people like that it makes me feel so bad. it could have been better but why did this happen. i wanna help, but i'm scared. scared that i'll just be wasting your time which you can probably put to better use. scared that i do not have the ability to help, that i can't do it properly. it's not like i'm good either, but i wanna help. i don't want to see faces like this :( i want everyone to be happy. (is this selfish? maybe.) but i'm afraid that it could all turn out worse, so thats the reason why i've always done nothing. these conflicting things are keeping me on the fence. all i can do is answer you when you ask me questions. even then i'm worried that my answers won't be the correct one, which could make it worse for you. thats why i don't like too many questions, i'm not as good as you guys think i am. there are things which i don't know too. you guys are definitely better than me in so many ways. i admire you guys for it and want to learn from you! you motivate me. thats why i promise to work hard. but hey, remember to take breaks. hardcore studying don't always work. at least, thats what i think. well, this is probably the first time i've managed to write down what i feel, though it's not everything because i've forgotten the rest. haha as usual huh?jiayou everyone! fight on! :D hwaiting? hahahhaa. remember the main aim! i need to put in more effort. AYO~
yann's logic no.4: Reflect, understand and remember.
oh and i finally bought chiann's present for her! SHINee iphone cover! ^.^ hahaha i want it for myself!!! roar! hehe. too bad it's hard. i like soft ones more cuz it cushions the fall XD
/Hopped!
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