/ Saturday, October 30, 2010
so confused now. brain lagging :x lethargic >.<
i have no idea how to put these feelings i'm feeling now into words...ah
i've got a feeling things will really work out but after hearing about radhe's fren...i really hope that everyone will be ok. please, dun give up yet. there's still a fighting chance. it's true though, that you must prepare, for every possibility. come on.
hehe sry if i'm talking weirdly. it's going to be 1 am. and i'm not functioning :)
anyway some updates...
had wushu in the morning. isit my imagination or am i getting less stretchable? haha. and my legs get real suan but the breaks are long, so no worries. :)
ok i've really got to sleep, so nights! :D
just want everyone to be happy, always.
/Hopped!
9:22 AM
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/ Friday, October 29, 2010
Today is the worst day ever. screw the school
I don't get it. no, I really don't. why must the promotion criteria be 2H1 and 2H2 passes?! stupid. the school has these strict thingys and yet, WHERE ARE WE? not even one of the good schools! if this was for schools like NJ then i'll understand but hey, this is aj. freak. ok, so maybe u say there's retest. but tats only for some ppl, not all. everyone deserve a second chance. their conducts aren't even bad and this is wat u do to them? hello? most of them studied WAY MORE and HARDER than me. argh. they should just totally see everything about the students before making their decision!!
I used to think tat schools were really trying their best to help us. to make us like learning. but this is not true from what i'm seeing. how can they just ask tat u leave without even letting u try a second time. are u scared tat u'll have more papers to mark for retest, then will tired? are u scared for ur face and image so much so tat u have to resort to this? wat happened to learning for the sake of learning?
OUR MISSION
"To nurture AJCians to be morally upright, resilient and caring leaders with the passion to seek knowledge and the drive to excel"
if u just cut students off like that....wat happened to the "PASSION TO SEEK KNOWLEDGE" if there is no chance at all for them to?
OUR VISION
"A vibrant and collaborative learning community where caring leaders are groomed to be best for the world"
oooo ok, i see, caring leaders are groomed. then wat'll u do with the rest who u dun deem fit enough huh? kick them out?
Felt so cheated today. like freak you. i've always tried to see things from both sides. but this time, i really can't. i'm sorry.
this is the first time in my life i've tried my best to open up, to be friendly, then this comes along and screws everything up. wats the point? >.< today, i cried in like the first time in years, with yiyun, thu hang, jesslyn, and jinger. the weather totally reflected the mood.
crap.
despite all the things i've mentioned above, i still believe. i've always believe that things will eventually turn out fine. time still passes and things tat will happen will happen. and we'll all look back one day and see how things will always be ok in the end. i believed, believe, and will continue to believe. things are going to work out fine. when there's a will there's a way. yes. everyone's effort will be worth it all. we shall promote as a class, and nobody should be left behind. nobody. 03/10 forever.
everything will be okay.
/Hopped!
4:57 AM
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/ Wednesday, October 27, 2010
ok...i'm supposed to be doing my OP slides now, but i really dun feel like it >.< argh. ok just a quick update then :)
sch~ OP presentation. haha i was trying to speak faster since the previous time my script timing was wayyy out of the time limit. ended up finishing at 3 mins plus only? then after tat me n lj were asked to present our parts again. haiz...hahha. there's still so much to do...:D
tennis. wah the most tiring i've ever felt. the first time the bright spots were coming out again in a very very long time. hahaha. it was like mass feeding of balls and frantic running here and there, plus swingin the racket trying to whack every ball. then after tat was doubles ^.^ had fun. then me n yuyoon paired up and had to play with coach and mr law. i dun get it...i was serving fine before. but all my serves just went out!!! >.< argh. isit cuz of some mental thingy? hmm...need to work on getting my serves in more then!!! :) need to buck up! going to train my serves tmr!!!
got blisters on my feet...one on each foot -.- can't walk properly at home. argh. first time i have blisters on my feet. lallallalalala. XD
ok i need to get back to my OP liao. :D byebi~~
really hope we can promote as a class. come on...
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6:21 AM
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/ Tuesday, October 26, 2010
i'm back ^.^
got back promos results on monday. ok lah... won't comment on this until everything is confirmed on thurs :) really hope everyone can promote >.<
hands were swelling since yesterday. it got better today though! hope it'll be gone by tmr. all the blood rushing to the hands...dun like that feeling. dunno what i touched leh. haha maybe i should go test out! hahaha.
WR. hahahaha a whole new ecord for me. we actually started at 5 plus pm then we do do do until 5.48am the next day! i didn't believe not sleeping for a whole day was possible until then! hahaha. but luckily i woke up at 12 tat day and still got to lie down for 15 mins before going to school. poor clarice had to go to sch right after we finished >.< dunno about the others though...anyway, been ko-ed these few days cuz of this haha. went home that day and totally flunked on the bed and next thing i knew, my parents were at home watching tv already! hehe.
and i'm getting flu too!! stupid. i always get sick when i dun sleep :x please dun worsen!! :D hahaha
ok going to play my games and eat dinner~ haha i'm happy with myself today, cuzz i finished most of my chores!!! ^.^ WHEEE~
byebi :D
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3:57 AM
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/ Saturday, October 23, 2010
I'm really enjoying the wind and the rain outside now. it makes me feel so refreshed and makes me think :) oops. just got scolded by my mum cuz i forgot to close the windows...>.<
first of all let me say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHIONG XINPEI!!!! haha, hope she's enjoying herself! XP and also to CLARICE :)
NOTE:
we're getting back all our promo papers in the hall on the coming mon. can't wait! haha. but it's damn sad...3 BLOODY HOURS IN THE HALL U KNOW?!?! LEGS WOULD TOTALLY DIE AND BE BORN AGAIN, THEN DIE ALL OVER AGAIN LAHHHHHH, then this process will repeat itself for like a a lot more times in tat 3 hours!! >.< oh mannnnnnn!
haha ok. some updates...
wushu today. still tiring but hey! it has lessened! :) so i'm thankful. though weirdly u tend to sweat more! hahaha. hope i'll still remember the steps for the next lesson. the teacher was like ok. ur do wat i taught the previous lesson then i see. then me and gladys moved like 2 steps? open leg, raise hand, bend knees then....stones! hahahaa XD i can't see the others cuz was standing in front but apparently no one remembered! heehe. sry! went thru the steps more today. maybe i should practice awhile daily so i remember! heh.
pw. wr submission date is getting closer n closer. but i'm getting really blurred up and i dun like it! >.< can't concentrate. it's like i didn't do anything at all cuz i dunno how to. got to pull myself together again man! not only for the last bit of pw, but oso my other work!!! come on!!! :D
just tried out this tomyum maggi that yang brought home. he has been pestering me to eat it for like weeks!!! it tastes suan at first then it will become chilli after tat. but i only like the aftertaste hehe. the chilli-ness~ <3 haha. dun like suan! but conclusion tat i gave to yang is tat its ok lah but i'll still choose my curry maggi over this! hehe. should have made chiann try...too bad she's at tuition now. haha. i remember laughing evilly at her as she got off the car! XD
yesterday
was in the room playing my fb games! ^.^ haha then yang was beside me playing L4D2. and it was damn cool!!! his one can choose to play the zombies one!!! like eh..., he can choose to be the zombie n play the game. hahaha i wanna play tat too!! :D been quite addicted to some games recently. my poor eyes. i promise i'll give u rest very soon after monday!! >.<
ok haha tats all i can remember about the whole of yesterday. :P haha ok i shall go rot somewhere on the internet now. i'm bored but i have soo much things to do...but i dun feel like doing.. urh. maybe i should just go shower and flop on my bed till i'm happy -.- haha ok before i end this post, just a quote a found:
Don't waste a minute being unhappy. If one window closes - run to the next window - or break down a door.
:D byebi~
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12:49 AM
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/ Sunday, October 17, 2010
wow. today my legs are damn cramped up. haven felt like tihs for soooo long! haha but it's nice! ^.^ this is cuz fri had tennis training, then when we're stretching i think i over stretch or something then my muscles cramped up. but luckily it was ok after awhile! hehe. then sat morning. stretch even more. so today my legs are in conclusion, still cramped!! haha. :)
haven had tennis training for so long!! haha glad IT'S BACK!!!!!! XD
lets see some updates...
- YAYNESS! my jian exam got silver though i screwed up the last bit! hahaha. was damn super happy when i saw the cert lor! was wishing desperately for a bronze at most! XD haha. so happy~ ^.^
- hmm...still stuck with doing my InR after so long. can't think up any new ideas at al. all i can think of is applying our ideas to another grp. is tat even counted as a new idea? 0.0 dun care lah. i'm just going to pass up and see wat teacher say and hope for the best. :x argh
ok i'll leave this post like this bah! suddenly too tired to think and rememeber again. hehe. shall go eat my dinner! ciao ciao!!! :D
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3:57 AM
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/ Saturday, October 16, 2010
oops sry! haha promos are long over but i was too busy playing games. hehe.
ehh...wat to post about?
haha next time bah. too lazy. i'll try to recall thing tat happen :) hehe
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8:32 AM
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