/ Sunday, August 26, 2007
i feel lyk killing my sister. finally know how yiyun feels. she go n disturb me. feel lyk screaming n shouting n bashing her up!!!!!!! but obviously i cannot or esle i'll be dead. so theres nothing i can do but just to bottle up all the anger inside me. but its tooo much. crying while i type n smashing on the keyboard. says i must giv in to her...i've had enough!!!!!!!!!!! why must the eldest always giv in? there is no such rule. now sis sitting behind me....oso quarrel with me until cry. then i lose. now still can play. feel lyk doing the worst thing i can ever do. clam down a bit ready but still feel lyk bashing her up---something which i can never do in my entire life.
/Hopped!
2:40 AM
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